Empty Morning...

I don't comprehend the meaning of this morning,where I lie on my bed just imagining the past wen he was just next to me..holding my hands...or wen my mother woke me up by kissing my cheeks..or wen my father came repeatedly and told me the time..to make me realize how late I was...my bro coming and snatching my blanket or throwing water over me..but today I lie alone and those memories just come outt through a drop if tear from the corner of ma eyes.

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Girlfriends Of Soldiers

We the G.f of soldiers are given the curse of Waiting

Our Heart erupts & patience keeps on Abating.

" Our day starts with a Fear
Whole day our eyes are filled with Tear.

We meet our soul mate twice in a Year.

That time " I LOVE U SWEETHEART " seems something we were dying to Hear.

They have to go back this upcoming departure or be happy on their Arrival.

That time Heart seems amiable & mind seems Rival.

Thinking about the reasons to make them Stay.

We nearly die thousand times in a Day.

Every time with our heart they Play.

And before we could express our feeling they run Away.

So at last we stand in a desolate Lane.

Waiting for them to hold our hand Again.

Everyday we see this dream but in Vain.

Because none comes & daily we go through endless Pain.

So for making us wet tear are enough no need of Rain.

They are like Moon & we are like Sun.

We both give light but can not be One.

Despite having same feeling we can not Meet.

Due to this seperation one bears the cold & other bears the Heat.

But Moon is having atleast stars for having Fun.

On other side Sun keeps on weeping because of having None."

We know they Love us but why do not they Show.

We silently agree with them, just thinking that the time will Grow.

A FIGHT WITHIN.-for the guys who miss their love.

When i see those beautiful hands,
my heart wants me to take a stand,that
go lad clutch them tight;

but then my mind reminds me of the last fight.


She has the ego,let her suffer..
let her realize the pain i guzzle.
my mind says-"no dear dont bend!
or else u always have to repent"


When i see her sad,my heart says-
"u are a careless lad,
so what if she insulted you,
proove again that your love was true"


She is strong and can live well,
why should i make my life hell?
mind says-"see she is laughing,
without even noticing the pain u r passing"


When i remember that rugby match we played,
i clutched  her waist and her face went pale..
she turned back and gave me a smile,
since then she was the queen of ma life.


Mind SAYS-'she never cries for you,but always keeps on smiling,
were ll those feeling crap which my heart was compiling?


ONE DAY she calles and said-"you never turned up to c me
i thought you were a caring lad..


I SMILED AND REPLIED  
"U wear pink nail paint and my gifted watch..
your waist is still the same as was in match..
your eyes are empty and cheeks are pale..
NO COMMENTS FOR YOUR HEART COZ DAT IS WHERE I FAILED....."
                                                                                                BY NIHARIKA

BUDDIES DAYS....for the present twelthy batch.

Chewing gums and other's tiffin box;

eating them during the hindi class..

                                                                              collective bargaining for not studying 

flying kisses and eyes twinkling..

a single pen without a cap;

staring the blackboard with the love letter on the lap.

waxed legs with ankle length socks;

long nails and short skirts rocks.

newly looking books and uncompleted copies;

completing the work at the principals office.

innocent faces while sitting at class;
                                                                               throwing chalks as the recess starts..

passing repeatedly from the door of gf,s class

in the history class thinking of our past..

giving her smiles and flying the kisses;

hiding the copy wen the homework misses.

thats what is schhol life ...

so enjoy it with extreme hieght..

                                                                                     By -Niharika 

SAD ENDING-FOR GALS WHO LEARN JUST TO SACRIFICE.

You left me alone with your promises;
I TRUSTED THEM.
U gave me some harsh comments;
I TOOK THEM.
U told me u always cant be with me;
I UNDERSTOOD.
U held my hands and kissed them;
I FELT IT.
U threw my hands away and shouted;
I SILENTLY HEARD IT.

U wanted me to become yours completely;
I BECAME.
U wanted me to endure the pain of separation
I WAITED.
U wanted me to be neutral with no expectations;
I KILLED THEM ALL.
U came back and asked ,"what can i do for u?"
I LOOKED BACK AT ALL SACRIFICES AND ASKED
"CAN U LOVE ME ONCE?"
AND THEN...................................
..........................................................
U TOLD -"CANT ASK ANYTHING ELSE"
                                                                                         BY -NIHARIKA