Its me..only me

What m i doing here?
This question struck my mind..

I got up from my sleep..
And did nt knew what did i try to find?

Why suddenly my heart feels so low
I look so unkempt from head to toe

Just that something crept out of ma life
I cry..lament..and indulge in silly fights?

I still saw the same glow on their face ..
I l be the looser if i still cry in a same pace

For what reason do we gals cry..
We need to get up and give a try

The beauty of life is not in loving blindly
Its in forgiving and moving on kindly..

I looked at myself and laughed a lot
How stupid was I in my life's certain plot
I sat for a while and gave a thought..

I made a wrong turn and now m back safe..
Instead of crying i sud be proud to learn frm a mistake..

Who is with me when i m in pain..?
The answer was so true dat i was covered with shame..
Its me who is with me in all bad time..
And i hav blamed myself and was so unkind..

I always stay away from the ppl who are bad..
But the good ones change dats really sad.

Smile from heart and never hurt dem back..
This is the life s beautiful track..
Love urself coz u l never lie to ur heart
U l get satisfied and a wonderful start.

IF U MOCK IT!!

Oh my god!they are after me!!!

help!help!i badly screamed..

The huge gang of guys running behind,
becoz they thought i was all of theirs kind.

My hairs flowed like a wave of an ocean,

my face reflected the rays of sun..

Suddenly something got struck on my shoes,
i tried to balance my body on my toes..

A hand came and it mounted me to horse,

I got settled on the horse and it took us far..

AT the end of the road,he parked the horse,
we got down after a long tour..

H E looked like my perfect one,

he stared at me and i was totally stunned..

It was only the smile that we shared,
he lifted his hand to run through my hairs..

Suddenly his finger got stuck and i shouted "OUCH!!"

My eyes opened up and i fell from the couch..

The reality was bitter than the ginger,
my nest like hairs tied up my fingers..

That was the real picture of my life..

i was hell looking person without a spice..

My height was so small that i could manage in a kangaroo's pouch
Dats why to sleep i got a couch..

I underwent huge sarcasm of having a small height,

daily i ended up my breakfast with a family fight..

When i entered my college gate..
i thought to have a soul mate..

Always was determined that if a guy talks to me,

i will show my feelings very clean..

WEN-EVER I found-"oh!he is looking at me"
i always end up saying-"alas! its the gal behind me...
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I dont carry a branded attire,

My praiser always tends to be a liar..

When i see silky and shiny hairs..
i complain to god-"its not fair"

My partner is sexy and carries adorable attire,

On seeing her all gals burns like fire

i seeing her figure,try to hide my tires..
People laugh at me whenever i try to speak
my confidence is hurt and i turn to be freak

There is a guy who i love the most,

he looks at me as if i am a ghost..

I too wanna someone to kneel down for me,
And tell every gal dat she is made for me...

I crave to have a group of friends,

where there is unlimited fun..

But all i get is loneliness and boredom,
and group of classmates making my fun

If that what we call friendship..

i find it really sick..

NOW I WANNA ASK YOU-
"DO u also fall into the same queue?"

Do you also make fun of a weird looking girl?

knowing that she is also the god's precious pearl..

She can also crack better jokes and have fun
but u people avoid her and consider her dumb..

She never misbehaves becoz her heart is tender,

and she considers such things below moral standard..

You mock at her figure and forget,
she weeps overnight and blames her fate..

Is the beauty and boldness so essential?

that simplicity is discarded which is actually real..

Now if u treat someone dat way ever!
Just remember that u pull away her smile forever..

Before uttering a comment on someone always think twice

her every moment will be fearful and no moment of rejoice..

SO TREAT EVERYONE EQUALLY AND WITH LOVE..

PLZ DONT DESTROY A FLOWER ITS STAGE OF A BUD.

                                                                                                                      NIHARIKA TEWARI

BEIND DRUNK MAKES U SMART...

Walking slowly by the road,heavy rain and hands holding a coat.
A bottle of Bacardi in hands and jeans soaked with water..
and mind was succumbed by thousand messy matters..

My body defied the law of gravity,mind seemed fed of sanity..
I shouted like fools to a girl returning from school.
"I TOO WANNA GO TO SCHOOL."

I wanted my responsibilities to be confined till my homework and school bag.
H ave comfortable sleep with mom instead of silly lonely naps..
I too wanna laugh aloud and be scared of dad's shout..

The girl stared at me perplexed..
i noticed that her eyes resembled mine and her little legs..
I gave her a smile and waived her goodbye..
AND blessed that she never ever cries..

With stammering legs i proceeded my journey....
I caught a sight of a bench below the tree
and the old man sitting there totally free..

I t took seconds to me to go and a have a seat..
i hardly cared bout the thing that the seat was dirty or clean...
As I saw a scooty passing..
two girls were sitting and uncontrollably laughing.

I said to the stranger old man-
"I M FEELING I HAD LOSSES NO GAIN..
I USED TO ROAM WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN HEAVY RAIN'
SHE USED TO DRIVE AND I SAT BESIDE..
WE LOVED EACH-OTHERS MISTAKES AND NEVER HAD A FIGHT..
WE DID ALL THE BLUNDERS TOGETHER,
WHEN I WAS WITH HER-MY LAUGHTER GOT BIRTH AND HARDSHIPS WERE MURDERED."

The old man wiped tears from my cheek,
and smiled at me with fatherly feel.

I got up from there and went to a tea shop..
My eyes saw something which blowed my heart..
Even in that weather i felt heat rushing through my veins,
I could recognize the unknown pain..

I saw a couple sitting where i used to sit with him..
they were holding a cup of tea and chips..
They were fighting for chips and sharing their tea
The water was dripping from the leaves of a tree..

Even on being drunk my heart took me to past,
I hated to think,but i knew it will start..
I fell on my knees and sobbed badly,
THe couple came to me ans asked sadly-
"CAN WE HELP YOU?" AND I SAID-"YES"
Their gestures showed that they are unable to guess.

I looked at the the boy with request in my eyes-
"ALWAYS BE WITH HER AND MAKE HER SMILE..
DON'T EVER LEAVE LEAVE HER GIVING LAME EXCUSES
GIVE HER LOVE TO HER HEART NOT BRUISES..
MAKE HER THE PART OF U WHATEVER LIFE BRINGS..
COZ IF U DON'T SHE'LL NEVER SMILE ,DANCE OR SING."

They took me to my flat and gave me lime water.
After that i slept but my nap was shorter..
I realized many things incomplete in my heart..

BUT BUT BUT
"BEING DRUNK SOMETIMES MAKES YOU SMART"

I packed my bags and ran to station..
and promise to my heart will meet every one ..

ALWAYS LISTED TO YOUR HEART...
IF IN THIS BUSY LIFE U WANNA HAVE A FUN OF PAST....

NIHARIKA

WE CAN ACCEPT OR REJECT!!for every gal who has been abused just for the reason of denying proposal.

FOR THE BOYS WHO ABUSE A GAL IF SHE DENIES A PROPOSAL......

Its not always that we shatter hearts..
our heart gets jilted too..
there are lots of lovers in worlds every part
but true lovers are few..

You approach to us saying we'll be friends 
we smile and accept your request..
slowly we find a change in your trend
YOU! change ur aim and create a mess..

We remain friends with utmost devotion,
who the hell over here drinks love potion??
YOU!propose to us and we deny..
u harrass our minds asking -"why"

YOU!never have clear concepts in your heart
when u said,"only friendship"then why love starts??
if we smile at you.u say she's a flirt
if we show indifference ,your ego gets hurt.


you say -"I RESPECT YOU",while proposing..
and when we calmly deny your proposal,
you abuse us while disposing..

 you over here change your mind,
all gals are not of same kind..
so stop calling us a "bitch"
coz its your EGO  whom u sud kick.

WE always hear your heart..
and make u a life's special part
we dont talk straight to you,
coz loosing a good freind is our fear..

we are stone hearted,stubborn,and our feelings are low..
the only reason behind this is that we said -NO.
but we still care for the love u showed..


Understand the fact that we too feel..
u cant drive us to "YES" by your covincing wheel.


WE TOO HAVE THE RIGHT TO ACCEPT OT REJECT..
DONT EVER CONSIDER US YOUR PRIVATE PET...
but
 
 

NO FAIRY TALE.........................

I now realize that this a'int a fairy tale,
I am no cindrella with the strong fate.
Her prince searched her with d help of a mere sandals..
\but my prince prooved that this affair is just a scandal.


I am now a simple small town girl,
who has no surprises and my heart no more yearns..
I am aware of the fact that it was a "pretty dream"
my present is totally strange from what i dreamed.


No roses of valentine neither a gift..
instead got a heart with great rift.
Darling what else you wanted from me?
I gave my evrything along wid my soul.


AS i was badly shaken by my luck..
NO love ,hearts,promises,sacrifices,waiting......what d fuck..


My life guided me that -"U sud live me..
but let me steer thee..
I cant provide u with genuine reasons every time,
even the gold one day looses it's shine,
SO..........just shut up!!and tell your heart-EVERYTHING IS FINE."


I REPLIED-"I know no prince is coming or will come,
enjoy the life with limited resources and have fun,
NO miracle happens in our lives
after some years i l be a stranger's wife.


NO PROMISES TO MAKE NOW NIETHER TO GIVE A FAKE SMILE...
I  WILL LIVE MY LIFE IN MY STYLE.

MY FADED BLUE JEANS..

There are thousands of shining stars,
I am the extinguishing one,
I know i dont have the Mercedes car..
Still my life is fun...

I enjoy the sweet comments of my MOTHER..
and get raged at my father,s sarcasm..
In my heart I know..
i l do WONDERS in a long run....

I walk on a footpath gazing at imported cars,
I smile to myself and say future's not too far..

I dont feel sad seeing the kid wid his welthy dad.
coz m proud of my father of neva doing bad..

I see girls in branded jeans wid stiletoes,
with branded accesories from  head to toes..
I admire their dresses and mind remains stable,
coz my simple blue jeans is pretty comfortable..

I see mothers blabbering in english wid their daughters,
i think its not "english" but "LOVE" matters..

My mother is very simple and displays her love,
She cant speak english but i love her silly hindi proverbs..

My wealthy friend tells me his father gifted him
an imported camera and a shades..
it doesnt cuts up my status like a blade..
Coz sumwhere i knw i will buy it some day.

I dont have a magnificent dinner table of glass..
coz eating lunch is not the matter  of class..
I love eating with my mother in a same plate..
Coz it can only be enjoyed by the ppl who hav a strong fate.

Girl coming to college in a car with a driver..
opening the door of car is the drivers duty..
I dont find any beauty,
coz i enjoy the tripling on my friends scooty.

LIVE A LIFE WID BOTH ASPECTS...
MONEY,FAME,STYLE,BRAND FEVER...everything will come to a rest..
Den you'll find"simplicity is best"