Start winning , stop cribbing

Its all about finding your happiness.You are blessed to be a human who can express every emotion. Our life is always prone to death.Still we spend 50% of our life crying and cribbing about people who hardly care about our existence.Why should nt we spend that particular time in keeping ourself happy our bringing smile on the face of those unpriviliged people.
Its never bad to drink or kiss any random guy.Its bad to be in your senses and keep crying for not having a boyfriend.Life is not about rules its all about breaking those rules and making mistakes which land you up in a soup.

You should nt be haywire if a guy is contacting you or looking at you.Rather you should go and ask him what he wants.May be is a gem of a person and who just finds you pretty.Getting into a lift full of crowd and then standing without even smiling.Are we all not humans??Atleast we can wish them good morning or is it written somewhere that we cannot wish a stranger.
These are some petty things we ignore thats why we find ourselves alone at the end of the day.Who stops you from making friends?Its only you.You find someone worth talking still you control yourself .For what??That what other person will think.Thats his job ..not yours..your job is to just say "Hi!I think rather than gazing at each other we can talk."Who knows that you will meet that person next time or not.And if you cannot,then you have no right to blame god for your lonely and non happening life.
Niharika

Secret smiles

Come!I will take you the world
Where bikini's are worn,and hair are curled
You wanna know the SECRET HABITS

OF GIRLS??

When guys look at us ,there is a huge happiness inside
But we show-"oh! I am never of this kind!"

When we walk in group we too peep in guy' s shirt
Hair in chest rock! but too much is yuk!!

Some like fair,clean shaved and chocolaty guys
But some rough and who are indulged in fights.

We look at ourselves from every angle in mirror
Looks we give to it are super killer

If the size is too large it spoils the shape
If they are tiny we compare them to grapes..

Seeing are nail paints don't get surprised
We have thousands of more which are highly priced..

When a guy speaks a word ,we judge him at once
That he is a goose or a Hunk.

Moment we see a pretty girl ,we burn from within
How come her skin is glowing and she is thin??

The intensity of our jokes are more than guys
To say something to each other we just have to smile..

If a girl says "I dress up for myself"she is a liar
Because every bomb is useless without a fire..

U guys can never stare at a girl the way we stare
Because here instead of lovers, competitors are cared.

It was a small example of how different our world is..
Still there are so many things i have missed.

restricted freedom

                 Restricted freedom

India is in a position like a half crumpled snake.It is trying to move but hardly drags an inch.Specifically for women here the world is so perplexing.Its just like you are in a worlds worst prison and you are served with fantastic food and clothes.Will you be able to enjoy?I guess the answer is No.We can never enjoy the facilities if the environment is ill fitted.

So,the women in india are given the liberty to study and explore the people and places.But the moment they start exploring and make mistakes they are addressed by different insulting names.Why?Let her make mistakes and learn like guys do.Why does her single mistake counts on her character.Either dont give her freedom at all.But this restricted freedom is of no use.

She also wants to open her arms and shout her spirit out .But the moment she thinks of doing it ,she is scared  of the people who will talk about her.When a girl walks down a street she is stared as if some alien has landed to earth.Not only guys..aunties,uncles all look at her to find something new to gossip about her.Have they ever realised how uncomfortable she feels.?"Girls have freedom to travel wherever she feels like".this is what people say.But when she follows that,she becomes the victim of rapes and eve teasing.So let them enjoy the little freedom they have.

A small poem by me on behalf of the girl who lost her soul...

The terror of my mind is never gone
Thoughts are like menacing storm
Which handcuffs my mind and threatens my heart
"Will my life have a fresh start"?

Like you i was also the soft flower under my mothers palm
They crumpled me badly and killed my charm
I used to shine ,laugh and was satisfied on a whole
But see now!i m lying lifeless coz devils took my soul

I kill them daily in my mind
But next day i find standing them alive.

When i look at these marks on me
"Please call me god"i beg and plee

I was a normal human being of this small world
My only fault is that i took a birth as a gal

Being a normal girl i had extraordinary dreams
Now!to live a normal life is the most wanted dream

At night i keep my eyes open and gaze at the sky
Coz i see evil pictures of their smiling faces when i close my eyes

Being a girl i also loved staring at mirror..
Now when i do that my whole body shivers.

I was never scolded or beaten by my dad
Now my body was humiliated and badly thrashed.

My dad tells me "everything is gonna be well"
But at night he hides in corner and cries like hell

I cant take revenge or fight with those devils
I just pray to god to save girls from this painful evil

Mom!i just want to come to your lap and weep,
Forget my sorrows and go for a endless sleep..

Lets pray for her soul..
Niharika

Its me..only me

What m i doing here?
This question struck my mind..

I got up from my sleep..
And did nt knew what did i try to find?

Why suddenly my heart feels so low
I look so unkempt from head to toe

Just that something crept out of ma life
I cry..lament..and indulge in silly fights?

I still saw the same glow on their face ..
I l be the looser if i still cry in a same pace

For what reason do we gals cry..
We need to get up and give a try

The beauty of life is not in loving blindly
Its in forgiving and moving on kindly..

I looked at myself and laughed a lot
How stupid was I in my life's certain plot
I sat for a while and gave a thought..

I made a wrong turn and now m back safe..
Instead of crying i sud be proud to learn frm a mistake..

Who is with me when i m in pain..?
The answer was so true dat i was covered with shame..
Its me who is with me in all bad time..
And i hav blamed myself and was so unkind..

I always stay away from the ppl who are bad..
But the good ones change dats really sad.

Smile from heart and never hurt dem back..
This is the life s beautiful track..
Love urself coz u l never lie to ur heart
U l get satisfied and a wonderful start.

IF U MOCK IT!!

Oh my god!they are after me!!!

help!help!i badly screamed..

The huge gang of guys running behind,
becoz they thought i was all of theirs kind.

My hairs flowed like a wave of an ocean,

my face reflected the rays of sun..

Suddenly something got struck on my shoes,
i tried to balance my body on my toes..

A hand came and it mounted me to horse,

I got settled on the horse and it took us far..

AT the end of the road,he parked the horse,
we got down after a long tour..

H E looked like my perfect one,

he stared at me and i was totally stunned..

It was only the smile that we shared,
he lifted his hand to run through my hairs..

Suddenly his finger got stuck and i shouted "OUCH!!"

My eyes opened up and i fell from the couch..

The reality was bitter than the ginger,
my nest like hairs tied up my fingers..

That was the real picture of my life..

i was hell looking person without a spice..

My height was so small that i could manage in a kangaroo's pouch
Dats why to sleep i got a couch..

I underwent huge sarcasm of having a small height,

daily i ended up my breakfast with a family fight..

When i entered my college gate..
i thought to have a soul mate..

Always was determined that if a guy talks to me,

i will show my feelings very clean..

WEN-EVER I found-"oh!he is looking at me"
i always end up saying-"alas! its the gal behind me...
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I dont carry a branded attire,

My praiser always tends to be a liar..

When i see silky and shiny hairs..
i complain to god-"its not fair"

My partner is sexy and carries adorable attire,

On seeing her all gals burns like fire

i seeing her figure,try to hide my tires..
People laugh at me whenever i try to speak
my confidence is hurt and i turn to be freak

There is a guy who i love the most,

he looks at me as if i am a ghost..

I too wanna someone to kneel down for me,
And tell every gal dat she is made for me...

I crave to have a group of friends,

where there is unlimited fun..

But all i get is loneliness and boredom,
and group of classmates making my fun

If that what we call friendship..

i find it really sick..

NOW I WANNA ASK YOU-
"DO u also fall into the same queue?"

Do you also make fun of a weird looking girl?

knowing that she is also the god's precious pearl..

She can also crack better jokes and have fun
but u people avoid her and consider her dumb..

She never misbehaves becoz her heart is tender,

and she considers such things below moral standard..

You mock at her figure and forget,
she weeps overnight and blames her fate..

Is the beauty and boldness so essential?

that simplicity is discarded which is actually real..

Now if u treat someone dat way ever!
Just remember that u pull away her smile forever..

Before uttering a comment on someone always think twice

her every moment will be fearful and no moment of rejoice..

SO TREAT EVERYONE EQUALLY AND WITH LOVE..

PLZ DONT DESTROY A FLOWER ITS STAGE OF A BUD.

                                                                                                                      NIHARIKA TEWARI

BEIND DRUNK MAKES U SMART...

Walking slowly by the road,heavy rain and hands holding a coat.
A bottle of Bacardi in hands and jeans soaked with water..
and mind was succumbed by thousand messy matters..

My body defied the law of gravity,mind seemed fed of sanity..
I shouted like fools to a girl returning from school.
"I TOO WANNA GO TO SCHOOL."

I wanted my responsibilities to be confined till my homework and school bag.
H ave comfortable sleep with mom instead of silly lonely naps..
I too wanna laugh aloud and be scared of dad's shout..

The girl stared at me perplexed..
i noticed that her eyes resembled mine and her little legs..
I gave her a smile and waived her goodbye..
AND blessed that she never ever cries..

With stammering legs i proceeded my journey....
I caught a sight of a bench below the tree
and the old man sitting there totally free..

I t took seconds to me to go and a have a seat..
i hardly cared bout the thing that the seat was dirty or clean...
As I saw a scooty passing..
two girls were sitting and uncontrollably laughing.

I said to the stranger old man-
"I M FEELING I HAD LOSSES NO GAIN..
I USED TO ROAM WITH MY BEST FRIEND IN HEAVY RAIN'
SHE USED TO DRIVE AND I SAT BESIDE..
WE LOVED EACH-OTHERS MISTAKES AND NEVER HAD A FIGHT..
WE DID ALL THE BLUNDERS TOGETHER,
WHEN I WAS WITH HER-MY LAUGHTER GOT BIRTH AND HARDSHIPS WERE MURDERED."

The old man wiped tears from my cheek,
and smiled at me with fatherly feel.

I got up from there and went to a tea shop..
My eyes saw something which blowed my heart..
Even in that weather i felt heat rushing through my veins,
I could recognize the unknown pain..

I saw a couple sitting where i used to sit with him..
they were holding a cup of tea and chips..
They were fighting for chips and sharing their tea
The water was dripping from the leaves of a tree..

Even on being drunk my heart took me to past,
I hated to think,but i knew it will start..
I fell on my knees and sobbed badly,
THe couple came to me ans asked sadly-
"CAN WE HELP YOU?" AND I SAID-"YES"
Their gestures showed that they are unable to guess.

I looked at the the boy with request in my eyes-
"ALWAYS BE WITH HER AND MAKE HER SMILE..
DON'T EVER LEAVE LEAVE HER GIVING LAME EXCUSES
GIVE HER LOVE TO HER HEART NOT BRUISES..
MAKE HER THE PART OF U WHATEVER LIFE BRINGS..
COZ IF U DON'T SHE'LL NEVER SMILE ,DANCE OR SING."

They took me to my flat and gave me lime water.
After that i slept but my nap was shorter..
I realized many things incomplete in my heart..

BUT BUT BUT
"BEING DRUNK SOMETIMES MAKES YOU SMART"

I packed my bags and ran to station..
and promise to my heart will meet every one ..

ALWAYS LISTED TO YOUR HEART...
IF IN THIS BUSY LIFE U WANNA HAVE A FUN OF PAST....

NIHARIKA