LEARNING TO BEAR.

Closing my eyes i lie on a bed,
memorizing the last words he said.
Those words were like a cluster of clouds,
thundering together but no sense found .


I opened my eyes and took a glance of a blue sky,
a sudden flash of memory came across my mind.
When your love was pure and kind,
the moments of love and touch were divine.


A drop of a tear assured me at last,
it was nice time but now is a mere past.
I rose from my bed and switched on my cell
just had some forwarded msgs and set the alarm bell.


With uncontrolled heart and revolting mind,
i opened the inbox conversation,where his name shined..
he wrote-"cant be your boyfriend will think it over when i m done with my carrier issues"
I got a deep tinge of agony,every hope was dark still memories were sunny.


I look at the wooden band he gave,and all those small things i
 save.
now ,my body is a empty cave where your love was totally raised.



All day and night with with empty mind i sit,
anyone meets asks-"how is he?"
i keep silent or give vague replies,
coz now i m fed of giving telling lies..


Should i text him or not?
in nights pushing my head in pillow and cry is all i v got,
My best freinds advice me to forget everything,
i try erasing but still it stings...


Now i have decided to keep the pain inside,
carry it with a smile and pride......................NIHARIKA