I FAILED......(FOR THE CHILDREN WHO WANNA GROW UP FAST)

Journey of my life commenced with a cry,
i was a my mum and dads deformed try..

 I was a little baby girl who gave a little smile..
i never had  special or any peculiar style..
i was proud but sometimes sad to be a girl..
i always assumed that i am never a precios pearl..

I always was busy with books or thinking something crap..
Never did any thing naughty never  got a slap..
children played in the park , streets and loitered around..
i used to lie in terrace and stared at clouds..

My bro was a gamer and the mine of mischeif..
i sat and saw him doing ,dats the memory i keep..
i completed my homeworks daily coz i was scared..
but never understood dat feeling of punishment was also rare..

I  saw  my brother begging things frm mum and tried his best
i felt like doing it but had uneccesary self respect..
HE got things with lots of tumult and fyt..
i was left with fucking self ego loosing all rights..

NOW when i have a desire to demand something
i want to give my father a desiring ping..
i think hundred times before asking him..
coz i built that distance and now it stings,,

 I see children doing all naughty stuff..
i want to join them but now its tough..
i made my childhood hell..
i wud go back if had some magic spell..

i never elucidated my childhood to anyone..
coz it never had silly memories and neither fun..
but it was a boat of life which has already sailed..
THIS IS THE AGE OF MY LIFE WHERE I FAILED..